I don’t understand how it works. The people you think care about you the most, the people you think love you as much as you do, the people you think will stand up for you when someone is talking behind your back are also the people who care about you the least, love you the least, and who are actually doing the talking. I honestly don’t get it. Nobody deserve any of this. Look, if my family and I have done something so terrible to you, just say it to our faces instead of telling other people. As far as we know, we haven’t done anything and you’re so bored with your life that you’re willing to start drama..again. Just like you do every year around this time. We can never have a decent Christmas celebration because of you and your want to gossip. Who are you to tell people that my parents are a bad influence on others? Let’s take a step back. Who got you where you are now? Who helped you get up on your feet when you immigrated here? Who still chose to stay in your life even though you have done nothing but bring our family down with your stupid little rumors? I think you need to reflect back on everything we’ve done for you and then look back on what you’ve done for us. Who’s done more? Who’s done less? Listen, we never even asked for anything back. I hope you realize that this will all blow up in your face sooner or later. You know, I thought family was all about respecting and loving each other. Whatever, though. As far as I know, you’re just my cousin’s mom. I don’t even want to call you my aunt right now.
i wonder if anyone thinks of me when they can’t fall asleep at night.
i wonder if anyone ever dreams of me.
i wonder if anyone ever imagines a future with me.
i wonder if anyone is too scared to tell me how they feel.
i wonder if i’m someone’s idea of perfect.
probably not.
"That sounds so weird: ‘kill yourself.’ It makes it sound like you tried to murder someone, only that someone is you. But killing someone is wrong, and I don’t think suicide is. It’s my life, right? I should be able to end it if I want to. I don’t think it’s a sin."
-Jeff - “Suicide Notes”
one of the worst moments in life is probably when you’re in a room full of people and you look around and see them all talking and laughing and all of sudden you feel so sad and lonely that you can even feel a physical pain in your chest because you realize that they all belong to someone and they all have someone who belongs to them and you don’t, you’re just kind of there
(Source: zayhun)
A smile,
can have the happiest meaning , or the best lie to cover up the truth . You’ll never really know when someone’s happy , and you’ll never really know when something’s wrong . It’s so easy to fake a smile when you’re around people , but so hard to keep the tears from running when you’re all alone .
