sometimes I get frustrated because you can’t put numbers in caps
am I screaming?
you’ll never know
Me : Maybe she has an amazing personality and her boyfriend isn't a judgemental cunt like you.
Have you ever talked to someone and it was obvious they didn’t want to have a conversation with you so then you felt useless and really bad about yourself and your mood dropped drastically and then you feel even worse because of how stupid it is that a person has that much impact on your day?
I spot them together and for a second, a pang of pain. Memories flood my mind. Flashbacks of all our good times together. Remembering how it felt to utter the words,”We need to break up.” Thinking about all those times I cried. Wondering what would’ve happened if we were still together. Which takes me back to the present. To him and the girl standing in front of me. Would they be together right now if I didn’t do what I did? For a while, I stand there and just think. I keep thinking even after they leave but stop when I realize that it’s all in the past now. I can’t take back what I did. I can’t take back all those moments. I can’t take back all the words said. I can’t take any of it back because it happened and we’ve both moved on. I realize I can’t keep dwelling over the “what if”s because if it should have happened, it most likely would already have. That’s when I snap myself back to reality.
how does a person look into the eyes of a terrified child and have the guts to pull the trigger